It’s been awhile – how are you doing? My last post was in March, at the beginning of this present reality that is Covid-19. Since then, life around here has changed. My husband is working from home now, which meant … Continue reading
the past several days have been very busy around here. unfortunately, no new artwork has been created in that time!
this past week, my mother-in-law ended up in the emergency room. she ended up undergoing another angioplasty to open up a blocked artery. so Lawrence and I have been spending our days at her house, keeping a watchful eye…
on a more positive note, renovations are finally under way at my in-laws’ house. a little backstory on that: when my father-in-law was diagnosed with cancer in January 2013, Lawrence made the decision that he wanted us to move in with his parents for the time they had left with us. unfortunately, there were other individuals in the house who stood in the way of us doing that in time to live with my father-in-law (we lost him within a month; he passed away February 2013). I won’t get into the details, but I will say that we are FINALLY able to get necessary repairs done to the house, getting us closer to moving into Lawrence’s childhood home so we can live and care for his mom. so we’re also dealing with contractors and renovations! I’m enjoying seeing the work being done – I really wanted to join in and tear down some walls…
so, as you can imagine, I’m not getting much artwork done. today’s the first day I’ve been home for awhile, and it was spent printing out invoices and letting customers know orders were shipped out. I do have some photos to share, at least!
’til next time…
life’s been rough. for a while now.
i don’t want to rehash here; you can catch up on our almost buying our first house (so – they say things happen for a reason), loss, and more loss…(my sister patty…) add to that, my husband and i are currently living in my parents’ house (waiting to move into his parents’ house, but that’s a whole OTHER story…) and i’m trying to help my mother heal from a long bout with pneumonia.
and when time permits, i try to further my life as an artist.
i’m not looking for pity here. i know lots of people (in my real life and in my social media circles) who have gone and are still going through trying times. when life seems to suck, your dreams seem dashed, and you want to just stay in bed sleeping or eating ice cream (don’t judge me!)…
what do you do?
one thing not to do –
don’t ever stop seeing the beauty around you.
this morning, i was helping my father roll the trash cans out to the street for garbage pick up. i was pulling the trash can with one hand and talking on the phone with my husband on the other. i was looking down at the gravel driveway when i saw something shiny. (if you knew me, this would be funny – my husband teases me about getting “shinied” – distracted – all the time.) i thought it might be just broken glass but my curiosity was enough that on the way back from the curb – both hands now free – i picked it up.
my father asked what i’d found. it was this beautiful, unbroken, glass flower:
this little found treasure made me so happy! my father and i took turns holding it up to the sun and looking at it.
it was beautiful. and has now found a home in a small box until i decide how best to show it off.
later, i heated up some food and headed to my room to eat, planning on working on the computer at the same time. when i came to my bedroom door, hot bowl of food in hand, i found i’d locked myself out. (i’d locked the door earlier as i was changing clothes, and went out the back door to help my father with the trash cans. thus leaving my door locked.)
i grumbled, then laughed at myself and went outside. i needed to go around the house, go through the washroom door and into our bedroom to unlock the other door. maneuvering around the laundry lines, the air conditioner unit, and our dog, i again looked down.
a tiny yellow flower growing out of the concrete, in the crack between the house and the walkway, seemed to be looking at me…
a thing of beauty. again.
if i had not been looking at my surroundings today – while dragging trash cans, maneuvering around physical obstacles, scolding myself for leaving a door locked – i would have missed it.
it was a lesson to me today. recently i’ve been angry at our circumstances, feeling tired, fed up, put upon even, and misplaced…
these two flowers – two very different flowers! – reminded me to always look around me. it was as if a higher power was telling me “here’s a little gift just for you.”
things of beauty surround us.
treasures wait to be found.
if only we look.
so please, no matter what your circumstances, whatever is happening in your immediate world – don’t forget to look around.
sometimes all it takes is a little thing, a simple thing, to make us smile. and, if only for a while, forget everything else…♥
’til next time…
haven’t written anything since christmas day. 2012. today is january 29, 2013.
where do i begin?
let’s see…lawrence and i were buying our first house! EXCITING, huh?! well, we didn’t. to make a long story not so long, the guy selling the house didn’t want to repair the damages found during the home inspection and he backed out of the deal. right before escrow closed. we had already given our notice to our landlord, had rented a storage unit near the house we were going to buy, and had packed up pretty much about 90% of our belongings when he backed out.
actually, we went through SO much crap with this guy during the whole (almost)home-buying process that we came out angry, tired, and not sure we wanted to do it again any time soon. we’re lucky to have an awesome real estate agent, paul (lawrence’s cousin) who explained the whole process to us every step of the way and never backed down from trying to get us what we wanted. i’m sure we’ll eventually buy the right house for us, with paul’s help.
so – we are staying with my parents. and let me tell you, it’s HARD to go back home. as an adult. with your husband. trying to run a business. with most of your possessions either at storage, in your parents’ garage, or at friend’s house. yes, i tell myself we’re lucky we had somewhere to go. we’re lucky family and friends were there when we needed them. but once the moving was over, the reality of the situation sets in: how long will we be here? living in one room (a room already fully furnished with an oversized couch, a bar, a trundle bed, large screen tv, and a table with 4 chairs) and living out of moving boxes? my brother and his family took in Canela (our dog; canela is spanish for “cinnamon”) because lawrence and his brother-in-law had to build a fence before we could bring her to my parents’ house.
we’ve been living here since january 2nd. it’s been quite an adjustment. funny thing is, we wanted to move closer to our parents, and we did! can’t be any closer to my parents than living with them (as lawrence says) and we are much closer to lawrence’s parents’ home too.
so that’s what’s going on here. i FINALLY got internet service here yesterday, so this week will be back to work on the online shops.
speaking of shops, if you haven’t checked mine out lately, please do! lots of new work in my Etsy art shop, and lots of new items in my Etsy supply shop –
hope you’re having a successful new year!
the past several weeks have been filled with excitement, frustration, laughs, and anger. as mentioned in an earlier post, my husband and i are trying to buy our first house. for all of our seven years of marriage we’ve rented houses, and though i think we did a great job of making them our homes for the time we lived in them, we are SO looking forward to owning our own house.
but it sucks when you have to deal with individuals who have a much different sense of doing business, different ethics, and different goals. i won’t go into detail until this whole ordeal is over, but i will just tell you that the selling agent is lucky my husband and i haven’t met him in person…
anyway, i’m stuck in a vicious cycle of “we need to pack!” and “wait, this might not work out!” and back to “we need to pack!”…you get the idea, right? this week i spent packing away my beloved art supplies, to hopefully be opened again soon in our new home (fingers crossed!!!). my mom spent a couple of days with us and i got more done with her here than i have in weeks!
i am keeping my sketch pad handy, so i’ve been drawing lots with my awesome Faber-Castell PITT artist pens. i thought nothing could be better than drawing with my dear Sharpies, but i am LOVING these artist pens!
i’ll share photos soon of my drawings, but in the meantime keep sending prayers, positive thoughts, energy, light, whatever-good-stuff-you’re-into, our way please!!!